I have been purposely 'overdosing' myself in the past few nights.

I don't care what the consequences are at this point, I just want to sleep at night without crying and killing myself a little inside.

Oh Lord, you've taken away four people that I love in the last two years without me having the chance to say goodbye.

Don't take my mother away from me too. Let her survive this calamity safe and sound.

Even if it means taking my life in return I would gladly welcome it. Just keep her alive.

Slight relapse

I'm sorry

It was getting too unbearable today

So I made a visual reminder